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I think I'm just going to use myspace for a while.

Its not like anyone reads this gay xanga anyway

going to the show tomorrow.

i dont really want to.

i guess sunshine didn't like me as much as he said he did.

im on the phone with carl.

ummm

Yeah...

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so like Im tired and sick of fucking everything.

so last couple days have been okay.

tuesday i stayed home.

and i hung out with melissa and richie.

me and melissa decided to do richies hair.

pretty fucking awesome.!!

                    ^^ Yeah. Im Cool. Thats my brother. For  serious.

                                  We dont look alike do we? lol

&& Then Melissa played with our saint bernard.

and then yeah

                                              ANYWAY

                                              ANYWAY

                                              ANYWAY

 yesterday I hung out with the beautiful jessica!

i went to her house right before the show

and Me && Jessica && Katie hung out.

and the most beautiful Katie did my make-up.

I was like wow. this isn't me. but I ended up liking it.

So then we left for the show.

Carl was like flirting && hanging on me.

&& Carl said that Sunshine told him to stop because he was my date.

I doubt he did though, Seeing Sunshine barely talked to me

but anyway. the show was awesome.

not a lot of people showed up.

Jessica kept getting hit on by Reggie

The black guy in the girls pants. lol.

She was starting to get creeped out.

then we went into the staff closest.

and they took a bunch of stuff.

ymca day camp shirts. juice boxes. little kids swimsuits.

then we all just shoved everything in sunshines backpack

Then it kind of went downhill from there.

I had my phone in Sunshines backpack

So my mom couldn't get ahold of me

and she caught me in a bunch of SUPPOSED lies so i could go

so she came to pick me up

i got bitched at and i was sick of it.

So i grabbed the phone. told my mom to fuck off

and that I was staying the night at Jessicas

I jumped out and Ran back..

Weird thing was after all the bitching and after what I did..

She wasn't mad

So i went and found Katie && Jessica.

The two most gorgeous girls in the world

and they held me while I told them what happened.

But then I got to say Bye to everyone else.

Katie took us back, We blasted Atreyu.

Then we wanted Chocolate Shakes.

So we went to Burger King.

and Guess who was in front of us.

My mom. Yep I wanted to die.

So we went to Katies, Got her Stuff, Drove to Jessicas.

Stayed online like all night

and then all three of us snuggled on the bed.

It was adorable. I love them.!!

                                                                 && What makes me mad

                                                                     Is I was stupid enough to

                                                                    believe you when you said

                                                                 that you CARED about me

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                              && I would love to dance with you <3

I had so much fun today

Best 4th of July ever.

No fireworks.

No pounding headaches.

Yet, SO MUCH DRAMA.

But i got to spend it with my friends, What more could I ask for?

I got to See Sarah && Jessica.

&& I finally got to meet my darling Nicholas and his friend Carl!

I love them so much.

Sarah // My fukkin role model. I love her so much, I miss her like hell. I hate that she moved. and I hate it even more that I don't see her as much...

Jessica // God. I love this girl so much. Jessica you meen the world to me. I miss you so much. I remember when we were so close and I miss you like hell too!

                                          ^ Jessica is so beautiful. I love her.

                                             Thats when we got some food

                                                    We Were Hungry

                     That Would be the amazing Sunshine and Darling Carl.

                             (( Sunshine on the left and <3 Carl on the right ))

                                     Carl was so fukking amazing. I love that kid.

                                    Me && Him && Gwen were together all day.

                                                                So fucking hott <3

                                                         Bathroom fun <3

                                                    Note to Self. I miss you Terribly.

                                                        This is what We call a tragedy.

                                                                     Come back to me <3

                                                      I want to fuck them.

                                      I LOVE YOU SARAH && JESSICA <3

                                     Jessica is so naughty... Only with me

                                                                          My Lovely Carl.

                                                                         So Fucking Dirty

                                                                  I got to hold his hand.

                                               Raping Statues = hardcore love <3

                                                                       Those are my girls.

                                                                          Fuck With them

                                                                         I'll kill you

                                                Me dancing with Carl!! <33

                                       and Beautiful Sarah and Jessica Dancing

Okay So tonite I realized.

Carl has a hairy butt.

no im just kidding.

despite the truth.

thats not what I'm  talking about.

I can find friends within people //

I would have never talked to.

You know? Its weird.

But I'm a lot more Open then I thought I was.

                                           I LOVE SARAH <3

                                         I LOVE JESSICA <33

                                            I LOVE CARL <333

                                    I LOVE GWENDELYNN <33

                                                       &&

                                        I LOVE NICHOLAS <3

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                                    "Look how pretty she is when she falls down<3

                                         Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara

                                                 Lips are quivering like a withering rose

                                                                               She's back again...

                                              What the fuck do you think love means?

                          It's much more than words and feelings sucking me dry

                                                                     Is my marrow that sweet?

                                                      Your dead lovers have left a trail of

                  BRoKEN HEARTS AND MISSpENT HopES"

so today was okay. i hung out with devyn..

we went downtown and to the library.

then we walked around downtown and got a soda pop.

we walked past the chinese restaurant and wal ah. not

look who it was. gwendelynn && gail && megan.

so devyn was like. i have to be home soon anyway.

and seeing she isn't very fond of megan.

she ditched me with those losers. peeeesssshaa. how uncool

not. just joking, i love them all.

so we decided to call tom hebel

because he called me earlier today.

he was going to come downtown and hang with us.

but he never did. how uncool. totally not rad.

so we hung out and me and gwen humped eachother

in some old people lawns. not

we got called like fucking whores by these two guys.

we think. nobody was clear enough to hear what they said.

but going on later throughout the day

we went to jackies house for her birthday party.

it was http jolly fun... but then like. everyone was eating

So i jacked her little sisters bike and fleed down the road.

and then before i knew it i was like. i want justin!

so we went and snatched him. not.. hes dad is so cool.

then we hung out with jusin for a bit.. and walked

back to jackies. justins a pimp <33

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